Well
it finally happened. There has been so much stress that I came down
with a rash. Did not know what it was from. The little dots were in
various clusters in various places over my body and ITCHED AND ITCHED
AND ITCHED. I put 2 or 3 kinds of over the counter non-itch stuff on
it. Not much help.
AIR
CONDITIONER PROBLEMS: in 2 weeks time we were in a motel for 6 days.
When I finally decided to leave home, it was 95 degrees in the house
and 101 degrees outside, our hottest day so far at that time. Good
judgment is not one of my long suits. James was completely
discombobulated in the motel. What is this place? Why are we here?
What town are we in? I want to go home. I am going home; do you
want to go with me? Over and over and over.
My
rash got worse and worst and the itching got itchier and itchier. We
finally got home – still with rash and still with itch.
AMAZING
WHAT YOU WILL DO FOR GRANDCHILDREN: I sometimes get to see Megan on
Tuesdays and I had missed two Tuesdays. I had to see her but refused
to give her this rash. So on Saturday I went to emergency room. (A
long story as to why I am between doctors.) The rash was almost gone
but the itching still in full force. Saw one of the doctors and I
think he thought I was crazy. A nurse came in and started asking me
questions and typing on a computer. I finally told her that I
thought it was a caregiver's rash. She stopped typing and looked
straight ahead. Are you a caregiver? Yes. Who do you give care to?
This handsome man tn the chair. He has subcortial dementia. Had
it very long? For years. She left the computer and came over and
took both my hands. You are under way too much stress. You have to
do something. Just give it to God. I did not answer because all the
things I could think of to say sounded flippant. I feel like I do
give it to God and I am sure he is with us emotionally; that is why
we have been able to do this so long, but I don't see God helping me
get him into the shower, shaving him, being sure his bottom is clean.
She
left the room. She came back in with a bald headed man I knew.
ROBERT, and I threw my arms around him. I knew him because he had
helped me get home health care for James. He said I'm your nurse.
I was so glad. He knew all about James. He knew I was not crazy –
not very crazy at least. The both left and strayed a long time.
I
know they decided I had Caregiver's Rash. They came back in and she
started typing again and Robert told me this was not contagious.
They were going to give me a pill and a shot while I was there and
send me home with three prescriptions. Thank God for sending
Robert who knew all about James and his situation.
God
is still looking after us.