So
sad. Somehow today I got lost in Youtube in the old country western
music. Those sad country songs James and I used to dance to. “It's
4 in the morning and once more the dawning woke up the wanting in
me.” He used to love to waltz. Another one we loved to dance to
“The last cheaters waltz . Tonight she'll be with him, no
matter the cost, as they dance to the last cheaters waltz.
We
danced many miles across those old wooden floors. But that is all
over.
I
try to remind myself that those times were wonderful, and I thank the
Lord for them.
All
the many hours spent water skiing on Lake Austin
with the kids and after they were older all the time we spent sweaty
and dirty at the motorcycle races. And now he is usually easy
to get along with; I remind myself those are real and true blessings
and I appreciate them.
